a chat to remember

Tonight's chat reminded me of my previous chastity training with Akasha. My name has changed perhaps for the better so She did not recognize me. It was only five months ago, but I was living in NJ at the time. I was living in a conservative area. Yes, we have a Hooter's so it isn't that squaresville (i have a friend in The Pentagon which i think is really pentagonsville) but the university and the community is pretty straight. So I get this VS task. Miss Akasha gives me a letter to hand to a VS saleslady just before V Day. I had been wearing my CB-6000 for a couple weeks straight at this time. It had been pretty painful what with the cold, freezing weather and there's something about swelling at 2am and 4am. I was new to Akasha's site - well i lurked since 99 but wasn't available. So when the spousal unit and i went our separate ways, i thought i'd give Akasha try and i had read much of the liberation of chastity. So i am given this letter to give. The unknowns were the town i am in and Akasha's imagination.

Now if it was a few years earlier when i was trying to groom a Hooter's girl to be a domme this would have been different. Let me digress a little. I was going to Hooter's for a while and this blonde beauty starts working there. She had this sweet body but mostly a strong personality. Waitresses there make extra points for selling shirts and by the end of an evening everyone bought a shirt from her. I told her with her salesman talents she should be doing something that gets her a commission. Well, one day i thought i'd explore a new realm with her so i addressed her as Miss Kristen a couple times. So she asked why i did that and i replied that i wanted to give her respect and honor or words to that effect. She thought about it and responded that i should refer to her as Princess Kristen. She brought it up in front of her cousins on Halloween and to just about everyone on too many occassions. She did it so often that i started to worry. Anyway they fired her for sleeping with the manager and getting preferential treatment. The place just wasn't the same after that. Of course the manager just gets transferred.

So back to the Akasha tale. I am given this letter i am not allowed to open or read. What am i to do? I was email dommed in the late ninteties and we did some wild things like peeing in a drive thru as you receive your order while looking at the girl in the eye. RI was pretty liberal as it turned out. Another task was to go to a VS or equiv and pick up a bra, panties, and then ask the manager for the right size of nylons. In Newport it was hard to find such a place to I went to a Banana Republic and did as above but it was closing time so I was alone with the manager who was hitting on me like you wouldn't believe. That even included when I was shopping with the gal i was living with.

But this is a famous conservative NJ college town. So to play it safe, i wanted to hand Akasha's letter to my favorite, smart Russian waitress but she was busy, so i handed it to the bartenderess who is a little bossy and a very cute blonde but i didn't have to strong a connection with. She could not put it down. She grinned and laughed so much i thought i'd never get it back. So i asked her if she thought i'd be thrown in jail for it, and she reassured me that it would be okay. A few days later i showed to the ex-Russian and she smiled and giggled as well and almost read it back to me in a sort of "is this for real" way but i stopped her.

So now it is the day of V-day morning. I walk into my local, conservative VS and finally get service. I hand her the envelope and she reads it and quickly proceeds to mechanically walk me through the store handing me a top of line bra and matching panties and then the cami. She seemed weirded out a little and wanted me out of there as quick as possible. Oh well.

I regifted the bra and panties to my NYC gf who appreciated it. She was in WTC during 911 and had to walk 90 blocks to safety but that's another story for another day (sort of like the one with the Baywatch babe i dated for ten years or meeting the son of Ike and Tina at the pool one day.

I really should have gone to NYC for the VS but the schedule interferred with my new gf. So for V-day i arrive with my CB. She wanted me out of it almost immediately. Oh, well, so much for chastity on V-day.

I relayed this story (less the NYC connection) briefly to Akasha and asked if i had permission to read the letter to find out what all the fuss was about but she did not allow me, so i shredded it and tossed it away.

I am curious, a little, what my Hooters girls thought was cute and the VS gal thought was gross. Alas that will always be a mistery since Akasha seems to not to divulge. I did see the envelope made it out west but there was only the receipt for the clothes.

I do know the letter included the chastity belt but don't know much more than that.

Speaking of which, Akasha or Miss Blue suggested as punishment She would send me to a strip club. Well the Sunday before the start of this program I did just that. I found a nice topless club and started prepping for chastity by wearing my CB-6000. I find this cute "singer in a rock band" repleat with an assortment of artsy tattoos. As she is grinding on me, i tell her of my belt and she doesn't believe me. Eventually she believes me and asks me why. So i respond with "for protection" since nothing else seemed to make any sense. Sort of a condom for strip clubs i suppose. In a way it is true. There was an Ashley who i should have sprung it on but i was pretty tapped out at that point. Perhaps this Sunday will be another story.

I also like that i don't have control over this blog. It pleases me to no end that Miss Blue controls my cock and this site. It is feels liberating but i don't know why. It is really an honor.

Miss Lillyana invited her in-law to the chat. That is pretty amazing. Is her in-law available? Boggles the mind.

I like to think i am extremely mucho macho. In my dreams, i suppose. That is if my i can ever have anything other than submissive ones.

bloody cock suckers

Never been much into cock sucking on my own accord. Sure I was date raped and did enjoy it some. Sure when i was subbing for a couple and He had the sweetest black nine incher I'd ever seen. I just sort of fluffed him up. Mostly i do it for giving pleasure.

Being pretty new to such things I just try to deep throat the dildo. I find it very stimulating. I little guy gets pretty jammed in its confines. I enjoy running my tongue along His length. Teasing His tip. my mouth feels very stretched and relaxed now.

tightie whities

I love the sense of being held tightly. The feelings of losing all control. The raising of sensitivity in my cock and balls. How my balls tingle as pressure is applied to my cock as it has no way of expanding in its confined space.

Alas, I cheated. I will gladly accept any punishment deemed worthy for this humble soul. Having just moved temporarily I found I didn't pack any dress socks. I used a warm sock and it didn't work. A white tennis sock - not so much. Why reinvent the wheel - I ask. Out came the CB-6000 I so love its tightness and feeling of control and completeness. Afterall it was coming off soon enough. Well not that soon - eleven hours?? Hey, but I still didn't play with your cock so perhaps i can get some time off for good behaviour?

what really takes my breath away

The above image always excites me beyond belief. I am afraid I forgot where I got it from, but the sweep of this lovely model's calves is beholden. The sparkle of the light reflecting off her red shoes brings my erection to full bloom. The sweetness of her toes makes my mouth water with desire to kiss them passionately. Please notice how the beauty's thighs glow in the light. Oh but how her right calf sends shivers of joy careening through my body to the point where i can scarely type.

I see that on my previous post i was to grade how hot the sites make me. Based on this model's set of images, I would say that they range in the six to nine range. The site with this model's beautiful, sweet toes tends to get higher marks.

I humbly regret not being able to give you that link because i have to take a cold shower.

Assignment Three

Masturbation links?

Well my favorite is J. Stephan Hicks' Digital Desire. The ladies are lovely. They dance well. Some masturbate. Some videos have couples. Some videos have girls playing with each other. Some have a girl getting off with a toy or two. The music is first rate. Hicks was a Penthouse photographer in the nineties.

I am a fan of shaved ladies. It doesn't get in the way when you go down on them. ALSScan provides these. The videos are of girls masturbating. No music and not as classy as Digital Desire but still they hold their own. Especially nice was video of these models who were nude except for painted on clothes and then they walked down Prague or Budapest streets. Very liberating.

Of course there's Penthouse. The photoshoots of the nineties were very creative. The most memorable was one of two ladies in a bird cage with feathers attached to a butt plug. Clearly a favorite on many levels. Another shoot was Penthouse's answer to Marie Antonette. I provided a couple pics from a lady who got her start in ALS.

Sissy Captions and three similar sites are pleasing. They take pictures and add captions. I have included an example. The enclosed pic happens to be from Madeline is Wicked which is also entertaining.

Another site of interest is Virtua Girl. Originally it was cartoons that appear on your desktop. Now they went to eastern european girls who strip. Eufrat is one of the better dancers.

My sensitive bottom

When I was dating this aggressive girl back in my college days, I found how sensitive my bottom is. We got out of the jacuzzi and were walking back when she rested her hand on my butt. Boing went my cock. She said, "oh my, sorry about that." I thought it was nothing for her to apologize for. She should be honored.

I dated a stripper for many years. Towards the end, I would dine her and she would thank me by reaching around and giving my butt a little squeeze. That was always a highlight of my visits with her.

These thoughts came back to me when I was tugging on my training thong. Never really gave it a thought. I found I was getting too excited. It just didn't seem right while I pledged my celibacy to Miss Blue.

second assignment

Always love the feel of nudity. No hair to interfere with the touch of the skin. I wanted to awake at six but found myself hard and awake at two and at four. By the time I reawoke it was 6:30. Ran a bath and shaved my legs and Miss Blue's area. Spreading coconut oil on my fresh skin always feels wonderful, blissful. Walking seductively with the slickness of the oil is quite sensual. Rocked my hips from side to side as I pranced about.

I enjoyed the masturbation with my black satin thong. The best part was knowing that what little stimulation i was getting was amplified a hundred fold by my lovely Miss Blue. It only seems right and proper.

my first assignment

Let's see, the last time i masturbated was Sunday night. I took off my CB6000 when I learned i wouldn't be using it but it was good training. I was listening to Isabella Valentine's hypnosis mp3 to get me in a nice slutty frame of mind. I also have a really cool prostate massager that I got at JT's along with two big black cocks - I really only wanted one but was having communications issues.

So i have the sounds from hypnosis tape sending me into subspace, the massager stimulating my prostate as i relax it comes out and clench it hits me deep inside. After at least a half hour of this i make a mess as cum is coming out. Next i relax from the after glow or is that after flow.

There was the time where i took one of those black cocks and worshiped it with my hands and mouth while listening to a cock worship hypnosis tape but i can't talk about that because it wasn't the last time. I do like the cock. my little thing is nothing compared to its nine inches of thickness.

What did i think about? Well nothing other than the beautiful black cocks. Usually i am just some other place and am feeling and sensing in a sort of zen state.

As for the massager, i had always wanted one and decided to get the MX size. i really should have done my homework but got it on an impulse. Later i did study up on it and found the smaller size is for the Asian market. Lucky me for getting the right size.

I did buy a ribbon which was light blue which is more my color, but went back to the store and found one in dark blue - so all is well.

I suppose I will run out and get a camera until then sorry about that.

peace love and understanding.